Signs You May Have Experienced Satanic Ritual Abuse as a Child

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If many of the statements below are true for you, it is possible that you or someone in your bloodline MAY HAVE BEEN touched by a ritual trauma. There is no real way to prove this type of trauma, and it is not necessary to have evidence in order for you to heal. What does help is having the symptoms validated. This in itself is very healing. Sometimes validation is all it takes to explain some memories, occurrences or inner impressions that may have previously been mystifying to you. If you believe that you have been victimized and you would like to pursue healing in a context of faith, please make use of the resources below to support your healing journey. Many tender prayers to you. 

Signs You May Have Experienced a Satanic Ritual as a Child

• Have an inexplicable feeling that your family is dangerous, and feel uneasy with or inclined to escape from parents or siblings
• Feel inherently guilty but don’t know why
• “I don’t belong to my family, they are not my family, I must find my true family.”
• Have a sense of self-loathing and deserving to hate self
• Creeped out by churches, church basements, circles of chairs, altars
• The Bible seems like a foreign, dead book for empty religious puppets
• God is a concept that’s not that interesting, or I truly hate God.
• God is nonexistent or God can’t forgive me and doesn’t (could never) love me, no matter what the Bible says
• Feel detached from normal family relationships—with spouse, children, parents, or siblings
• Fear sex with loving spouse or find it traumatizing (can present along with strong sexual desires for immoral or dark sexual situations)
• View of God as abandoning, punishing or abusive
• Feelings of yuck or extreme disgust that rise up out of nowhere
• Fear my problems are too complex to be solved
• Do not trust counselors or doctors and determined to only trust self
• Keep much of my thought life secret or I will be attacked, judged, harmed
• Deep down I fear that someone will die if I tell my secrets
• Inner momentum to harm myself that is not coming from my own will or mind
• Suicide thoughts or triggers set off internally, automatically, unexpectedly
• Feel triggered by the name Jesus Christ or quotation of Scripture. Or generally repelled by mention of Jesus Christ
• Triggered by masks, clowns, costumes, holidays, crosses, uniforms, occult objects, occult stories, the feeling of being under influence of a drug, drum circles, blood, horror movies, certain dark artwork, etc.
• Comfortable with themes of death. No fear of death
• Feel lured by or fascinated with dark themes or pagan rituals
• Strongly identify as animal rights activist, vegan, advocate for victims of abuse and neglect, prisons, animal rescue, horrified by killing the innocent
• Strongly sympathetic to holocaust victims or rape/torture/violence victims in news stories
• Compelled to help & rescue others always, heart constantly breaks for others hurting, disabling empathy, feel responsible to save everyone from their hellish experiences
• Knives/guns are either extremely triggering or very compelling or both
• Have felt a partial pull to yield to what you know is evil, even where you know it is wrong
• Have had some desire to do what is forbidden (concupiscence), aka an enjoyment of sin or revenge
• There was incest, flirtation, sensual touch or sexual visitation by members of own family
• High level freemason in ancestry
• Roman Catholic / Jesuit family members
• High level status in entertainment, academia, medical, military, gov’t or political offices in family members
• Rumors of (or known) military secret projects, pedophilia, suicides, moguls or murder in ancestry

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